How are you! Now that my eyes are close, I want to say thank you because you’re always there to help me when nobody cares, you’re always there to teach me everything I cannot understand. Thank you God, you never leave me alone.
Thank you, God you’ve given me a chance to know her, maybe in a wrong time, in wrong far place of Laz Pinas, in a wrong age because she’s 6 years older than me, but I never once regret. You gave me not only a friend but a lover too, a very good girlfriend, maganda, maunawain, at talagang mamahalin ko. Salamat po.
You’re so kind to me, you still let me love and be loved in spite of all things. But maybe you noticed that I did not give much importance with that gift of yours, that’s why you also let us part ways. God I did not realize pain until then, but I’m still thankful because you taught me the meaning of the word, you taught me to give importance to those things I considered simple. I found out that she’s not as simple as I thought she used to be. And I’m sorry I did not realize it until you let it happen.
Ang hirap palang tumanggap ng pagkakamali, ang hirap din palang magparaya, pero mas mahirap palang magpakasaya kahit durog na durog ka na. lahat yon kinakaya ko at pilit kong kakayanin, para sa kanya at para sa sarili ko.
But I do admit God, even for a short days that we’ve been together here in the Philippines, never once I did not feel how I love her. Forgive me, I lied when I told her that I lost my feeling to her, but the truth is, I still love her, at walang dahilan para hindi ko sya mahalin.
Maybe God its time for me to be happy again, its time for me to take out all my loneliness, perhaps I’ve already injured all my faults I caused with her, and if theres still left, it should not be that much. I think I’m getting O.A, I will be too much if I will let this continued, she no longer see it, and most probably she no longer feel it, I’m sure it will not help, and if ever, she will not be happy seing me like this.
Natatakot ako God, kasi baka may makilala syang iba doon, na baka pagdating nya, hindi na nya ako kilala. Pero ok lang, alam ko namang sugal ang buhay at handa akong tumaya para sa kanya, kahit hindi ako sigurado sa aking pagkapanalo, handa pa rin akong sumugal, handa pa rin akong maghintay at handa pa rin akong magmahal.
“God can I ask for a One More Chance?”